It ‘tis the one I love that push's the blade deeper into thy chest

Piercing threw thy heart because you do not know what love is…

This is love I die for you... I lived and protected you for this…

Because you said you love me…

When I didn’t have to say a word because saying

I love you to me is saying I like you… It’s not enough...

With this my life is to pass because you lie and say you love me

And yet you are the one that makes the pain...

Ado my dear love I shall miss thee

Dreaming Old Dreams

Dreaming old dream's

Wishing old wishes

I wake up, with dear drops

Thinking of you, wondering about you,

Missing you, wishing I was with you,

I’m gone for now, but I won’t forget about you

All the love songs I hear, I think of you, I call,

Hoping you'll check the phone, I go to bed,

And start dreaming of you...

Is This True

I’m about to go out with another

Looks like I will just have to be your baby brother

If you care for me more then that, please tell me

One last kiss to know your there

One last kiss from the single Chris

The one that feel in love with you

The one that kept close to you

The one that wanted to be more then friends

One day left… then I’m taken…

If you have feeling’s then let them out

Tell me… don’t always be thinking “what if… what if”

If I keep with her you won’t have a chance with me

I’ve chased after you for so long

Finally I give up… and I’m soon to be taken

The life of a single person is what I’ve had

With in a few weeks my life is changing

No longer running around wishing for you

Knowing it would never come true

Your heart is taken by another

But my heart will always’ be with you

Be happy is what you tell me

Be happy with out you?

I say good bye to how I feel for you

And I let those emotions out for another

Tear’s and fear’s

Are what I hold inside

Pain, love, all what I don’t need

I want to be free like a hawk

To soar and be free, no worries or care’s

I could cry and no one know it was me…

I’d fly so high, soar the sky, and watch the world go by…

Set me free, let me fly threw the sky

I was not meant to be yours… I am a free spirit

No emotions, worries or cares

Let me free to fall in love… with you again…

Dreaming Of You

Sitting here watching you

All your nightmares become true

Watching I know… the pain your going through

I try to hold my self back from holding you

My day’s seem to be dream’s and dream’s seem to be true

When I’m so close to you

Baby please don’t cry

I’ll always be here to hold you

I watch you lay there and cry, wishing I could help you

You don’t know how much I want to be close to you

Your nightmares become true, I want to hold you so badly

You’re my little angel, so sweet and kind

Whipping your tears away, looking into your loving eyes

I lose my thought looking into your eyes

Baby please don’t cry, I’ll always be by your side

I get lost in my mind with thoughts

Then you come around and I lose my thought

My day’s seem to be dreams and dreams seem to be true

Whipping your tears away and looking into your eyes

Watching you fall a sleep in my arm’s

I wake up in my bed alone once again

Then I know none of it was true…my dreams got to me again

I whisper baby I love you and fall back a sleep

To dream of being with you

My final goodbye…

I say I have no emotions

But that was a lie for now I cry

To lose you all is my worst fear

I sit here thinking of you all

I do not know when I’ll see you again

You’ve helped me threw my life

One way or another… I’ve grown up since we first met

But alas the time has come to face my fears

My heart… my thoughts… my soul is with you all

You are my friends… no you are my family, you are part of my life

I’ve loved you as friends, and loved some of you more then that

But now I know my time has come to finally say goodbye

So I sit here writing this poem and cry

I’ll miss you all for this is my good bye…