Shadow
I am a shadow that hides amongst the dark
Hidden from all, immune to human pain
Emotions are strengths and weaknesses
You can help and you can hurt
The darkness holds more then most know
The darkness in my mind is one you’ll never know
The pain… the hate the anger I have some times
It’s all mine. a burden I hold… and then there’s you
I try to hold you close.. and not let go
Afraid to let you get hurt.. Like a child… or a rose
But your thorns prick me to let you go
Let you grow and feel what you wish
But its hard.. To be there for so long then not be needed any more
Just watching you.. To slowly move deeper into the shadow’s

So close to the edge
Some times I feel like your walking me to the edge again
Going to push me off once again.. and I’ll soar back up
Just to be with you and get pushed off the edge again
When I get to the point I cant handle it my friends are there
Always helping me return to my old self or change for the best
I know my friends have some tips on what I should do, but wont say
Each time I give up.. they help me and I remember my love for you
I can handle being walking to the edge and being pushed off again
No matter how much I tear away from you, I always get pulled back
Each piece fall’s back into its spot as I fall more in love with you
No matter what I'm there for you and my friends are there for me

Tired of it all
Clouds start to form as the storm begins
As does the tears for my love
Emotions disappearing once again
Feeling as if I’m never needed any more
I sit here trying not to cry
You say you wear your emotions on your sleeve
Then why wont you just tell me the truth
Saying you love me as a brother and then more
I made up my mind, life’s to short to wait
I thought you where a dream come true
Maybe I was wrong, pain is all I get any more
Be with the one you love
But don’t tell me about your pain when he leaves
Because I know it all to well

What I’ve always searched for
The razor slowly moves over the skin
Slicing and bleeding, the blood drips from the skin onto the cold blade
I realize now what I’ve done. The blood slowly drips
my mind’s racing with thoughts and emotions
I sit the blade down and watch the cut
My mind slowly goes blank and I’m at peace
Hate, Pain, all the emotions I tried to bottle up are gone
Total serenity, I’m at peace for once, my mind, my body and my spirit are all one
Life and death are just A illocution, nothing can hurt me, nothing can upset me
My emotions are clear and untouched, just as my mind, no clouds block my view
It is clear, pure if you will, perfect harmony that I have always yearend for
This is peace… This is love... this is the thing I yearend for all my life
This is a state of being that only a few have found, and only a few have really felt
This is a Seiren state of mind… this is one lessen in life

Be with you
Standing in a garden of roses and daisy’s
The full moon shines above the night sky
The light falls onto you, you are the one
The one with my heart, the one with my soul
You truly are the most beautiful thing in the garden tonight
I do not move, I watch from the shadows
To speak, to move… would be pointless
You are a angel sent from above to help me…
I feel you, I adore you, I cherish you…
I can’t hold you, see you, taste you
All I can do is watch you, and be there for you
Always watching until the end… the moon reflects your beauty
To touch you, to feel you, to see you, I couldn’t handle it
I’m going crazy and falling even more in love with you…

Hypnotic angel
Sorry about the way I stare
But no one else could ever compare
To your beauty or your grace
I watch the way you dance
And the way you sing
I sit there hypnotized by your beauty and grace
You act like a little angel would
I just watch I dare not speak
Hoping you’ll keep singing and dancing
For I’m hypnotized by you
You’re like an angel that only I can see
To the rest you’re the same
But to me you are one of a kind

Lost kind
Soaring in the sky looking down at the destroyed land
So many of his kind lost, so few aloud to live
He knew that his kind will be killed if they staid the same
He soared one last night and on that night, all his kind because human
The incantation took place, and it had worked but now only he was left
So many lives gone, so much blood on the ground for miles at a time
Human and dragon, now his kind and human’s are one
To live in peace, he searches even as a human to find the kind lost so long ago
For this is not a lie, his emerald eyes pierced the souls of man
His wings flapped in the night, for one last time
For this ‘tis not a lie for I am he, I am the one searching for his lost kind

With you
Sitting here watching you
All your nightmares become true
Watching I know… the pain your going through
I try to hold my self back from holding you
My day’s seem to be dream’s and dream’s seem to be true
When I’m so close to you
Baby please don’t cry
I’ll always be here to hold you
I watch you lay there and cry, wishing I could help you
You don’t know how much I want to be close to you
Your nightmares become true, I want to hold you so badly
You’re my little angel, so sweet and kind
Whipping your tears away, looking into your loving eyes
I lose my thought looking into your eyes
Baby please don’t cry, I’ll always be by your side
I get lost in my mind with thoughts
Then you come around and I lose my thought
My day’s seem to be dreams and dreams seem to be true
Whipping your tears away and looking into your eyes
Watching you fall a sleep in my arm’s
I wake up in my bed alone once again
Then I know none of it was true…my dreams got to me again
I whisper baby I love you and fall back a sleep
To dream of being with you

Open your eyes
You’re searching for some one
Eye’s moving from heart to heart
Each time you pierce threw their soul
And leave them in so much pain
You just need to slow down
Eye to eye and you can’t lie
My heart is gone because of you
You’re loved by so many and hated by so few
But yet you search for the love you lost
So long ago and don’t see the truth
Loved by all, but loved most by me
You’ve seen my soul and have my heart
What else do you need? Truth is your love is gone
Now only I remain what shall you do
Love me unlike the rest, or be with me like so few?

Dream Come True…
We are good friends
We care about each other
After hearing your voice
I close my eyes
You and me that is what I see
Best of friends, nothing more
So I say, but I’m not sure
We watch a movie and hold close to each other
Then you fall from my arms to his
You flirt and tease with him
I think of the good times
Then I here you say “I do”
Your married, I wake up in tear’s…
I reach for the phone as you call to say
You and him are married…
My heart brakes as I hand up the phone
I lost you… my world is gone…
so are my dream’s… I still love you
This dream did come true…

What I hold inside
Tear’s and fear’s
Are what I hold inside
Pain, love, all what I don’t need
I want to be free like a hawk
To soar and be free, no worries or care’s
I could cry and no one know it was me…
I’d fly so high, soar the sky, and watch the world go by…
Set me free, let me fly threw the sky
I was not meant to be yours… I am a free spirit
No emotions, worries or cares
Let me free to fall in love… with you again…